impossible is nothing.....

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4 yrs..what it does to some1...
when i think of this... i wud like 2 tell u abut this sweet fellow..
i find this guy totally changed..
what he was in 2003 is totally different frm what hes right now...
that guy who thot that all things in life r good ...does not exist nymore...some1 else exists...
down in 2003..he was u know...the guy who wud do nything 4 u...u just needed to ask..whoever u were...;was fond of makin as many frnds as possible...he understood..more frnds= more happiness...;
had this sense that he had to b a part of everything that was happening around..active..really active..i wud say...
the 1st yr it was... every day he wud find a new frnd.... guy was new in coll...freedom was new 2 him...n drowned him i wud say..
...trust was like an in built charecteristic of a person...he thot... if someones good 2 u on ur face..thats the way he is...
stupid wud u say..or naive..whatever...
thrs more abut this guy....
wanted 2 be noticed..b thr in the limelight... life was an oppurtunity...he wanted to make maximum of it...
then he found real kewl frnds u know...real ones..who were life for him...
coll meant them,...cudnt do without them...
things were lookin real rosy in life...well 4 the time being...
trust..faith..true blind devotion...
can sometimes b real bad...u gotta test..b4 u really get close to him..make him ur frnd...
...thats what he tells me now...
i believe..
but things became really messy slowly...
u must have heard.. "change is in-evitable.."

what he thot was his,...moved real away frm him...didnt know "who" were his so called close frnds...

might have been his fault also. uknow...too much of a crefree guy...did what his instincts told him..never put thot to the fact that the other person... was not likin him at that same time 4 it...but was keepin it to him..
it was real simple 4 him u know...if u didnt like something..u tell it...thats the wa it works.. well may b not...so he was happy that u were happy... wrong formulaes he used 4 life.... stupid...

his choices became 2 b called his bad decissions...that he shudnt do it...
this real close frnd of his once told him...real close i mean..4 something he wanted...n deserved..more than ny1...he wasnt worth it...n that this fellow didnt want r guy to have it..
n THAT was right. the fellow said...
y... coz the fellow felt so...felt real bad then...says he..
guy knew his frnd was wrong then n knows it now as well...but takes it in his stride now...
now knows not to take every other guy so serious...they r just talkin...
all d same...he lived along..still is a nice guy...

i guess the problem with the guy was that he always thot frm his heart..never used his mind... or shud i say brains... :P
always wanted to b the social guy..if he cud do nythins 4 u.....he d ....
1 more thing...this guy kind of played the clown sometimes..just to keep every1 around ..u know...cheerful...1 of his frnds told him 1ce that it was the reason y ppl didnt take him so seriously... he didnt think much abut it...wrong choice i guess...

now then ..when coll is over....every1s goin along his/her way...
he finds few who r his..ppl close to him..what we call frnds...thr r some real special...
in btwn thr was this gr8est thing in his life... went away as fast as it came...made him so much a happy man...frm the melancholy person that he had become...
he strted believin in self...felt real strong...
Brain adams 1 said...n we keep repeating it... "those were d best days of my life. :) :) "
2day he i guess understands ppl better ..i guess... knows more specifically what is to b done in life...
all dat glitters is not gold...
was this rehabilitation..lifes way to teach ..son u gotta understand...
u just cant n dont need to do everything 4 every1...thr r things u shud do n others u shudnt...n its not wrong ...

this guy..r frnd ... knows that he has it in him..to do what he wants...
to him.. impossible is nothing...
he just needs to know..which he incidently does... that he has to do it... :)

as i said.. " Impossible is nothing "

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